What I Did

I know how much I hurt you.
I know that I was
selfish and childish and angry
when I didn't get my way.
I look at you now and know that
you evoked in me
every possible emotion
I could possibly have had.
I felt so deeply the
hunger and anger and want and need
all at once.
I wanted to posses you
the way you possessed my heart.
My soul belonged to you
and I fought you tooth and nail to get it back.
What power you had over me.
Just the sight of you mesmerized me.